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04.27.2019
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I see you.....
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Stuff
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Sometimes I think I know what I need.
Then life throws some shit at me that makes me rethink...
If you let go of control,
you'll find that life is fluid & gives you everything you need...
Except ability to recognize things for what they are
& how to utilize it all...
Life is cooperation, not competition.
But, you have to fight to survive.
And letting go is hard.
Life is full of seeming contradictions if you think about it hard enough.
Then life throws some shit at me that makes me rethink...
If you let go of control,
you'll find that life is fluid & gives you everything you need...
Except ability to recognize things for what they are
& how to utilize it all...
Life is cooperation, not competition.
But, you have to fight to survive.
And letting go is hard.
Life is full of seeming contradictions if you think about it hard enough.
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yeah, Idk, just random thoughts while nursing my almost broken hand.
I'm not a pessimist and I'm not an optimist.
I'm do not enjoy pain nor do I fear it.
I'm not only positive or overly negative.
I believe in balance;
The "bad" comes with the "good" and makes us appreciate the joyful times.
But I don't believe any experience is innately "good" or "bad". It just is.
And since we are in control of how we react to every stimulus, it is up to us to decide how events will effect us.
It's my onion that every event, feeling, & situation in life is worth thinking & talking about. It is of course not good to obsess over just good or bad things, but all of your life is worth introspection. This is part of the reason I don't complain, but I express my life situations the way they are. All of them. - I try to find enjoyment in every minute of my life & believe everything we experience is important & worth sharing...
I'm not a pessimist and I'm not an optimist.
I'm do not enjoy pain nor do I fear it.
I'm not only positive or overly negative.
I believe in balance;
The "bad" comes with the "good" and makes us appreciate the joyful times.
But I don't believe any experience is innately "good" or "bad". It just is.
And since we are in control of how we react to every stimulus, it is up to us to decide how events will effect us.
It's my onion that every event, feeling, & situation in life is worth thinking & talking about. It is of course not good to obsess over just good or bad things, but all of your life is worth introspection. This is part of the reason I don't complain, but I express my life situations the way they are. All of them. - I try to find enjoyment in every minute of my life & believe everything we experience is important & worth sharing...
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there are snakes in the swimming pool
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Written in "celebration" of being single for over a year, lol
Because of the nature of reality, when we begin to really search, to look for something in the physical world, we often find (or assume we find) what we were looking for. Whether we consciously realize it or not, our inner self knows that we create our reality & attract things to us via thought & emotion. So, then, our subconscious sees possibilities of what we seek & alerts us to these possibilities. Then the ego often gets involved and upon seeing this possibility, the ego declares to have found what it was looking for... though appearances can be deceiving. ("When you are wearing rose-colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags.")
Anyway, this is all about a topic I might seem to beat to death in my writing... but understand; love is the natural frequency of the soul.
I am & have been seeking (but not really actively looking for) a compatible soul; a compassionate, sound, loving entity... One that, when we come together, we bring out the creativity, love, & joy in eachother's worlds... a friendship that helps us both grow, that's based on supporting each other... with whom we can be our true selves without fear of rejection. I'm not seeking simply for someone to love me; I've got an ample cash of love in my heart and it's all the love coming in that I need. What I want is for someone to share my love with.
The problem is: many people say they want this, but when it boils down, it's obvious those people are not confident enough in themselves or do not love themselves enough to allow for this type of relationship. Or, they feel the way I used to; that they need someone else to become complete. But that is need and need is not love. When you realize you are enough, that you do not need the love of another to be happy, you are free to be in healthy relationships & can easily see if a relationship is not formed for the right reasons.
But don't just question the motives of another; question your own motives most of all.
I know what I want...
Do you?
Because of the nature of reality, when we begin to really search, to look for something in the physical world, we often find (or assume we find) what we were looking for. Whether we consciously realize it or not, our inner self knows that we create our reality & attract things to us via thought & emotion. So, then, our subconscious sees possibilities of what we seek & alerts us to these possibilities. Then the ego often gets involved and upon seeing this possibility, the ego declares to have found what it was looking for... though appearances can be deceiving. ("When you are wearing rose-colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags.")
Anyway, this is all about a topic I might seem to beat to death in my writing... but understand; love is the natural frequency of the soul.
I am & have been seeking (but not really actively looking for) a compatible soul; a compassionate, sound, loving entity... One that, when we come together, we bring out the creativity, love, & joy in eachother's worlds... a friendship that helps us both grow, that's based on supporting each other... with whom we can be our true selves without fear of rejection. I'm not seeking simply for someone to love me; I've got an ample cash of love in my heart and it's all the love coming in that I need. What I want is for someone to share my love with.
The problem is: many people say they want this, but when it boils down, it's obvious those people are not confident enough in themselves or do not love themselves enough to allow for this type of relationship. Or, they feel the way I used to; that they need someone else to become complete. But that is need and need is not love. When you realize you are enough, that you do not need the love of another to be happy, you are free to be in healthy relationships & can easily see if a relationship is not formed for the right reasons.
But don't just question the motives of another; question your own motives most of all.
I know what I want...
Do you?
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Searching...
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I've been feeling like I need a change of scenery,
not necessarily to go far, but to escape routine...
to be somewhere, with someone
who has a serene mind & can expand mine.
not necessarily to go far, but to escape routine...
to be somewhere, with someone
who has a serene mind & can expand mine.
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